meandbaby

I will write anything that relates to me being a mother to a Down Syndrome Boy, being a weekend wife,as a daughterand as a human being...

Thursday, November 15, 2007

my heart hurts...

Last night at a clinic, I was there for check up together with my 2 munchkins. We were sitting waiting for our turn when suddenly I heard 1 boy said to her mother...

Boy : Ma..eeee...budak cacat...

I know he meant D*anish because there is no other children there except for my boys and him. Ohh! how I felt like my heart hurts so much..I saw my Hubby's face turned one kind..

The mother...didn't say a word..just ask the boy to kept quiet and not to play with my 2 munchkins...

me....ohh it hurts me deeply..I feel like crying..not that i feel ashamed to have a special child...but to a mother who have a special child the word retarded and cacat is bad ...very bad word...

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Monday, October 08, 2007

Ramadhan Ini

Ramadhan ini.....pertama kali menyambut puasa tanpa Babah..terkenang semasa dia masih ada, kuih lopis,bubur lambuk,laksam, lompat tikam jadi kegemaran. Dia pergi meninggalkan kami pada 20 June 2007. Sehari sebelum Anniversary dengan mama.....sayu hati

Ramadhan ini.....berita gembira disebalik kesedihan itu...I'm carrying my third munchkin now...hopefully everything will be okay...too early too know anyway...menggunakan kesempatan ramadhan ini utk berdoa banyak-banyak agar my baby will be alright.

Ramadhan ini....banyak juga berita gembira....surat yang dinanti dah dapat. alhamdullillah rezeki bulan puasa....hal rumah baru pun dah selesai bulan ramadhan ini...insyaallah akan pindah lepas raya nanti...

Ramadhan ini....zaman dah berubah, dulu tak de siapa nak ucapkan salam ramadhan sekarang malam nak menyambut ramadhan bertalu-talu sms masuk menyambut kedatangan ramadhan...antara sms yg menarik ialah
- Perkataan yg cantik "ALLAH", Lagu yg merdu "AZAN",Novel yg menarik "AL-QURAN",senaman yg baik "SEMBAHYANG",diet yg mujarab "PUASA", Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarak.

-Jika hati sejernih Air, jgn biar ia keruh. Jika hati seputih Awan,jgn biar ia mendung. Jika hati seindah bulan hiasi ia dengan iman.Selamat berpuasa,semoga kita berusaha menambahkan amal ibadat di bulan baik ini,insyaallah.

-Jika semua harta adalah racun,maka zakat penawarnya. Jika seluruh umur adalah dosa,maka taubat ubatnya. Jika seluruh bulan adalah noda maka ramadhan pemutihnya. Selamat manyambut ramadhan.

- KArnival Ibadah sempena menyambut Ramadhan Al-mubarak.Bonus hebat menanti anda antaranya:keredhaan Allah,keampunan Allah,balasan syurga, bonus 1000 bulan,tingkatan taqwa,jimat belanja,sihat tubuh badan,rezeki mencurah,doa dimakbul,lailatul qadar dan banyak lagi. Untuk keterangan lanjut,sila rujuk al-Quran,hadith dan alim ulama,rebutlah tawaran yg sah dari 13/9 - 12/10 2007 selagi stok usia masih berbaki.

Dah nak raya dah pun.....Selamat menyambut Aidilfitri...hati-hati dijalan raya...salam dari kami sekeluarga

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Buku Merah

me : Boys,besok bangun pagi ye..nanti ikut mama.
D* : mama tak work ke?
me: work,tapi mama nak kena bawak abang and achik kejap pegi buat buku merah.
Z*: buku merah nak pegi L**
me: ye...sapa bangun lambat tak leh buat buku merah nanti tak dapat ikut mama pegi L**

Long after that conversation,D* came up to me ...

D*:ma, besok kejut D* tau...esok kita pegi buat buku merah tau..
me: okay!

I've settled one part...and my strategy is not to collect the buku merah so soon...so that tak le hari-hari kena tanya buku merah dah siap and bila kita nak pegi L**...hmmm... diorang tak sabar..I lagi le tak sabar...

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Happy Birthday Ma!

On my birthday the other day,I asked my 2munchkin

me : Birthday sapa hari ni??
munchkins : Birthday Mama!!
me : so mana mama punya present?
Z* : Z* nak beli mama Power Rangers warna pink...
me : ok..bestnya! thank you..Abang?
D* : Nanti la jap..nanti D* pegila la beli ngan babah kat Giant...tunggu jap..
me : OK..nak belikan apa?
D* : D* nak beli mama Spiderman warna pink...


Until today..still wondering how did they know pink is a lady colour...and do they really have pink spider man???? ha!ha!ha!

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Cicak

On our way to Penang the other day we overheard the two munchkins chatting at the back..

Adik : Abang...abang ni Cicak man kan??

Abang (D) : ya

Adik : Tau tak pe..

Both of us burst into laughters hearing my small munchkin comment..cute and innocent. mana la diorang ni belajar cakap macam ni..

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

Down Syndrome day...

Yesterday I was questioned by a friend, how did Danish got his DS..I supposed it was an honest question and as she said to me 'really,if I have a special child I would read and search for things related on the condition and will put my best effort to improve my child's future if it may..but my children are okay..' well part of it is true..Just for everyone's knowledge 21st of the 3rd Month, MARCH is chosen to signify the uniqueness of the syndrome as the Trisomy 21 chromosome is used synonymously with Down Syndrome.

You are invited to Down Syndrome Day celebration
Date : 21st March 2007,Wednesday
Time : 9.00am-12.30pm
Venue: Pantai Medical Centre

There will be Exhibition,talks,sharing by individuals with DS,sharing by Paediatrician of PMC and performance by our adorable children of Kiwanis Down Syndrome Foundation.

Anyway'Selamat Hari Wanita to all the women bloggers!'

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Aku dan Ramadhan

Nak sambung tag by Cyberdad..

First time, aku berpuasa. Masa tu umur lima tahun. Posa yang yuk.Tengah hari bukak periuk mintak nasi..tapi still claim duit upah…kalau setengah hari mama upah lima posen..jadi le…

First time, aku berpuasa penuh. Masa darjah Satu..malu oh kalau tak posa penuh…nanti member –member ejek…sekolah pompuan je so ok le sikit…masa ni le hari-hari pakai baju kurung g sekolah…

First time, aku berpuasa jauh dari family. Masa tu dah besar dah..masa buat Diploma kt U*itm…seronok sebab tak penah rasa buka posa ramai-ramai ngan kengkawan…time kaya..buka kat section 2 atau café feberet kat PKNS Deliqueen (skang dah tutup dah)..time tengah sengkek kt dining hall la apa lagi..kul 6 berduyun-duyun mengangkut Tupperware yang ada g tapau makanan pastu berbuka kat bilik reramai,bergilir-gilir le bilik sapa..pastu lepas buka berduyun-duyun masuk toilet cuci segala maknenek tupperware and pingganware yag dah pakai masa buka tadi.
Kalau rajin hari tak de kelas..sabtu ke ahad..masak ramai-ramai kat bilik masakan yg disediakan kat blok..masa tu le nak tunjuk skill ngan senior-senior..buat nasi kerabu..pudding caramel..macam-macam..
First time, aku bayar zakat fitrah sendiri. Tak masuk dalam diary sebab kita pompuan.

First time, jatuh sakit semasa berpuasa. Belum pernah tapi pregnant masa posa..pernah.masa pregnant dua org munchkin tu..time posa memang tengah sarat..bulan posa 2000 and bulan posa 2003,masa tu tengah 6-7 bulan..sarat tapi larat lagi jalan kaki ke sana kemari..memang incredible la masa posa..tak rasa apa pun..rahmat Tuhan syukur Alhamdullillah…yg syok lagi mengandung masa posa nih sebab posa penuh..

First time puasa sebagai seorang isteri Masa nih baru lepas gugur kandungan yg pertama..first time berposa berdua..banyaknya berbuka kat umah parents..sebab dah duduk dekat lagi pun berdua je..and masa nih we all rajin le bergilir umah sedara-mara yg ada memenuhi jemputan berbuka di umah diorang.

First time puasa sebagai ibu. Sama je..Cuma giliran menyusu tu yg agak kelam kabut sikit sebab kalau time susu dekat time sahur memang le ngantuk gila..nak lagi D selalu sakit masa baby..so kalau sakit je memang tak tido malam le..

First time puasa di oversea. .tak penah..tak nak merasa pun.

First time bukak puasa kat ofis. In my previous job..memang selalu..ada, sekali tu dah la tengah sarat …keje banyak..hubby dok mengadap kita..teman buat keje kat opis..berbuka minum teh tarik yg dibeli masa hubby balik keje petang tuh…mengalir air mata…kenapa la macam nih rupanya..had a decent bukak posa pun masa tuh dah kul 10 malam

First time berpuasa terlupa sahur (tahun ni). First day posa..Bukan terlupa tapi malas nak bangun sebab memang sejak kahwin sahur sorang-sorang..so ingatkan boleh le tahan sebab hari tak keje..tapi dah biasa sahur lembeknya semacam…tak leh jadi nih..so sejak hari tuh belum penah lagi tak sahur..at least minum susu and makan roti ngan cheese…